SPM

SPM is coming soon

in 1 week time

but wad i have done ?

study and doing exercise ?

Oh.. that's wad everyone did

I dont have the mood to study at all

i'm the first class student

but what ?

everyone might think of it's sound so fake when a first class student said that she dun study for her SPM

shitz

I know that i'm so lame now

i know what should i do

that's keep doing exercise from now

no one is gonna study all the facts in revision book all over again

but im sure that every Form 5 students will think of time is not enough

and is hoping for a miracle to be happened > extension of time

I admitted that i seemed to be a lazy girl

i'm holding the sej revision book in my hand

there are tips for sej

however, i lost my interest in studying

i hope that after this article i may study well

i felt nervous for my examination

i lost my confidence in taking examinations

i even skipped my accounts exam * wtf

i asked ariel to help me up in the accounts stuff

but it doesnt' work as i dun even know the basis

i felt sorry to her for wasting her time

i feel thankful to khai hung for advising me to study hard

I hope for a better future

but what ?

i feel like to study now but those facts get into my mind

i know i cant give up myself in this " turning point " of my life

17 .. we will just pass it once in our life

I hope that i'm Edward Cullen

so that i can pass thru the " 17 " again and again

maybe i can take the SPM examinations in next year

holly mama.

i know i shouldn't think like this now

i'm always giving myself chances and chances

i shall think of there are only 6 days more for me to " bulk up "

i dowan to be teased and looked down upon by my parents in future based on my lame result in SPM

i'll be suffered !!

6 days from now

maybe exactly 1 week from now ?

can i do anything else

the time is limited

shouldn't blogging at this time right ?

but i cant tell out my trauma to anyone now

coz everyone is facing the same thing now

* time is limited

there's someone that they're already well-prepared

and i'm the one that are not well-prepared

this is a national exam

i dun want to fail it

i know i wont fail it

but i want to get straight A's

i wont hope for A+ now

juz full A's perhaps.

everyone is greedy in getting A's

dun tell me u dont !

being nervous to face exams is caused by the unwell preparation

isn't true ?yes,no doubt !

i used to prepare well in PMR

i wont get nervous like now .

my palm wont turn cold in PMR

but i scared that it'll be happened in SPM !

I DON'T WANT it to be happened !

past year questions seemed to be easy to be handled

but to me.

it's still hardly to ans correctly

extremely lame right ?

until this time.

i know that i have no time to talk abt how sad, how frustrated am i

but is keep on doing exercises and refer back to what else that i'm still not sure with

but i cant focus my mind now.

I have been stressed out for that

ISH !