Trying to be Better

I'm working in DTC now and left the Qb mall
haha at least i wont really feel bored if someone date me to the Qb mall
hahaha i really did feel that Qb mall is the most lame hang out place since i worked there for 1 month because i had been forced to go there everyday and follow those rules * Grrr ~~ *
they pissed me off
everyday doing the same thing " folding clothes.. counting money.. promoting clothes.. wtf..... "
although now i'm doing the same thing everyday also and i admit that i feel that working is tiring n boring but i still can ular sikit.. haha as none will be looking for me for 9 hours there as i'm not the important person there.. * dun misunderstand me yet.. * i dun mean that i'm the VIP in BGQB also.. hahaha but there're only 10 promoters in a shop and we're under the CCTV.. and the boss really did look at us all the time.. wth..

and did u guys know why i didn't care for my blog for a month i think or few weeks?
The ans is i got totally no time in my previous working life
i hate noon shift seriously..
started working from 2 till 10.30 and reached home at 11.15 the earliest..
plus i'm the easy hungry person so i was forced to have my supper so late
omg.. not only gained weight but it wasn't good for our health * haha finding excuses *
yet i ate burger almost every night
or roti canai.. wtf

and and and the most terrible thing is
when my frens call me out on weekends i can juz REJECT them wid an unwilling heart
but wad can i do
no weekends for me
and when my cousin sisters date me out i can juz REJECT them again..
and huizhen even called me a name - WORKAHOLIC
omg.. i cant accept that..
i know i'm shopaholic before that
i dowan to be a workaholic in future, seriously, i cant accept that happens on me..
and since i had been working in a mall
i think our friendship is so far apart..
i regretted, but wad else i can do?
seriously, i hope that we can be close as last time..

and sorry carol.. yee ching was not able to talk to u on phone for hours like wad we did laz time
i hope to back to high sch not minding our short hairs, sch shoes, uniform, heavy bag and text, loaded homeworks, tuitions, tears, tension from parents, teases from teachers ...
i dun have to worry for my expenses while studying but not now
i have to spend my money now as i'm not studying and my parents wont give me pocket money anymore
shitz.. i should have to save more money while studying.. haha
bleeding pocket is hard to live a life.. i realized it.. wth

and NOW
i'm available to u guys on weekends !!
hooray.. and weekdays too of course but if u can, juz avoid to date me on weekdays k.. haha
and i knw my gangz went KL today
they'll really enjoy there =)
felt sorry for not joining them because i din ever thought thta i would resign my job at the end of January and they bought their bus tickets long time ago.. :(
hope to join u guyz next time k..
i din ever hang out wid them before i graduated as my parents always forbid me from going out wid frens before SPM
and i even played truancy..
omg.. cant believe that right?
hahahah booked for a taxi to gurney then changed our clothes there juz for shopping.. omg.. hahaha

and now i'm going put almost every night with my cousin sis
i felt satisfied with my life now coz at least i enjoy it now
i really enjoy while going out wid them although it's quite tiring sometimes
we back home at 11 the earliest and 2am the latest.. haha
i would never have the chance to go out till so late without my lovely cousins.

I LOVE YOU ~

and i'm going out to gurney later..
hooray ~
we're going to watch Tiger Wohoo there
i think the movie will be quite nice lar..
dun let me down ..
hahahha xD

hiking tmr ~
it's since 5 years ago i think
hahahaha i dun have any stamina at all but i'll try hard to enjoy the whole process.. hahahahhaha xD comforting myself now..

and Genting on Sunday till Tuesday..
muahahaha xD
gonna have new memories there..
wohoo~
i love hang outs !!!!!!

Chill BABE Chill !!